Yes, I realize I haven’t posted here in forever and a day – I do have my reasons for it, one of which being I just didn’t want to. After my bout of depression this summer I just didn’t have the heart, I still don’t, and so instead of throwing this blog out I’ve decided to give it a new purpose.

Hanamachi Lights is now Hanamachi-Lights.org ( bought the new domain name today ), and instead of being my personal spiritual journey blog, like I’d meant it to be, I’m going to make it my bento blog – this is where my recipes, goodies and resources will be displayed. I hope you’ll still visit. My personal blog will be moved, and when I’ve got it finished I’ll post the link here, until then please check out Shibuya 109 to see what I’m up to.

I’ve been yawning for days, litereally, days and days – I don’t know what’s wrong with me. I’m just exhausted and so depressed, but mostly it’s sheer tiredness poking it’s ass into my life, my precious, horrible life.

I find myself wishing for more an dmore sleep, even if I get a full and rare five hours, I still want more – I’ve been falling asleep at my computer. God, I need sleep.